Manifesting Too Much?

Unfortunately, whilst it has been fun working doing surveys again, I have not been loving the job this year. Some of my colleagues have been making my life really difficult and between that and the stupid ass van it has been a tough summer so far. I have never really been treated this badly at a job before, so this is all kind of tricky to navigate. Thankfully I don't have to see them all the time but as one of them is the scheduler of the surveys, and they certainly go about making my life as difficult as they can or just not scheduling me for any work which is equally frustrating…

Anyways in recent weeks I have been trying to focus on how I can just feel better and have been trying to manifest work getting better… Now they always say, be careful what you wish for because it may come true and, well. This person who was making my life difficult is now off sick. So, I suddenly and magically get roped in for more work which I am super thankful for and things with my other colleagues are now going really well and we actually all get on a lot and have a right old laugh at work. A few of them ended up confiding in me about this other person and admitting that they have been spreading negativity about me etc…

I even get a few apologies from colleagues about their behaviour towards me which I was not expecting. It is amazing how things can change so drastically without a toxic person in the workplace. So, for the first time in ages, I have a great few weeks of work. Have an absolute blast out on surveys with my colleagues get to catch bats and do lots of radio tracking! So, I am so happy about this as this was the whole part of accepting the job. As I am supposed to be in a senior role and working on these trapping and tracking projects. It has also been rather hurtful as my boss is supposedly a friend of mine however they are also super close to this other person so they just seem oblivious to all this going on and believe everything this other person says.

However with each thing in life you have to try and learn and grow and whilst I don't want to get into details, there has been a lot of stuff I have contemplated through all this. Also, a lesson and reminder to never underestimate the level of jealousy and envy some people have… Anyways at least things have been and I have been really enjoying work again and feeling better. And no before you ask… I did not manifest them to get sick – just for my life to get better. I would never wish bad on someone else, it is just weird how the Universe works and that is way out of my control. But I know the Universe looks out for me so thanking you!